I WANT TO PICK UP THAT PHONE. I WANT TO SCREAM AT YOU. I JUST WANT TO CRY.
& you hear every second of it.
If only you knew;
How I feel right now,
At this very second.
If you could feel this,
This crazy set of emotions,
Running through every
Pulsing fucking vein
Sitting here, out of words
Out of every emotion, every feeling
In the world
Feeling absolutely nothing,
But at the same time feeling absolutely everything.
You’d understand;
This would all make sence.
If you could just feel
What I am feeling
At this very second.
The only thing that ever has come out of those lips; were lies.
I don’t believe a single word.
& that’s all your fault.
You lied to me too many times.






